Anthony Fauci described the attack against him as a component of a right-wing initiative to “destroy democracy,” according to entries in his personal diary made public by Senator Rand Paul.
During moments of self-reflection, Fauci noted his unexpected rise to international prominence and his attempts to seek assistance from former President Barack Obama as his reputation faced significant challenges. In these instances, he seemed to blame all criticisms on an elaborate strategy by the political right aimed at undermining democracy.
In a diary entry dated October 3, 2021, Fauci expressed concern that the nation “is facing, or may already be in, a constitutional crisis,” citing clear signs that far-right factions are trying to meddle in elections and potentially dismantle democratic principles.
“I think that every attack aimed at me is merely a part of that larger agenda,” Fauci noted, perhaps a bit theatrically.
“I discuss the vast misinformation that has made me a target for the far right simply because I stand for the truth,” he added.
This belief seems rather intriguing, especially since he acknowledged in the same diary that the death rate from COVID-19 was likely lower than what was often reported.
He remarked:
It’s astonishing how much energy goes into disproving blatant falsehoods regarding the NIAID grant that supported a small project at the Wuhan Institute of Virology. There are claims that we somehow created the virus. Some scientists, like Richard Ebright and David Relman, fall into this trap. I’m particularly surprised by Jesse Bloom, who asserted that a lab leak was very likely, despite no solid evidence suggesting that had happened—only that a facility studying bats was in the same city. It’s surprising that he would reach that conclusion.
This assertion is particularly noteworthy, considering Fauci admitted in the same entries that the majority of scientists on a January 2020 conference call “felt that intentional insertion was possible.”
In another entry from August 2021, Fauci took aim at conservatives once more, expressing frustration over the “conspiracy against him by far-right and Trump supporters.”
“Recently, Representative Mike McCaul, a Republican member of the House Foreign Affairs Committee, released a report claiming that a laboratory leak caused COVID-19 and hinted at the NIH’s involvement. This is not based on any new information. It’s very clear what is happening and it should be condemned,” he wrote, expressing grievances about various “big lies” circulated by the right.
“First, Mr. Trump. [sic] He won the election. Then there’s the January 6th incident, which was just a friendly visit to some bookstores in the capital. Next, they say China is responsible for the virus. Fauci and the NIH supposedly helped China create it. Discrediting Fauci, they think, will make them appear more like Trump. [sic] “Telling the truth,” he wrote. [sic] He was re-elected and evaded accountability for his handling of the COVID-19 crisis.”
Interestingly, it was Fauci himself who mentioned these points. He noted how local leaders closed schools and businesses, promoted cloth masks (which he had previously dismissed as a “paranoid measure” in 2019), and criticized unvaccinated individuals, despite public health officials initially stating that vaccines would prevent the virus’s spread—claims that turned out to be inaccurate, a point even former President Joe Biden made.
Fauci is expected to appear before the Homeland Security and Governmental Affairs Committee on Wednesday.

