Comedian Jessica Kilson Expresses Regret After Performing in Saudi Arabia
Jessica Kilson, a lesbian comedian, recently issued an apology regarding her performance at a comedy festival in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. She stated that her intention to visit was to support Saudi LGBTQ+ individuals, emphasizing their need to feel acknowledged and appreciated.
In a conversation with Hollywood Reporter, Kilson reflected on her decision to perform, admitting it had “weighed heavily” on her conscience. She expressed “sincere regret” for participating in an event backed by a government that violates fundamental human rights.
“I want to provide context for my choices—not as an excuse, but because those who trusted me deserve clarity,” she said. Kilson mentioned she was surprised by the invitation to perform in Riyadh, particularly as she identifies as openly gay.
“I thought this would help Saudi LGBTQ+ people feel seen and valued,” she noted. “I’m grateful that I could do that. As far as I’m aware, I’m the first openly gay comic to discuss these issues in that environment.”
Kilson shared her experience of receiving messages from attendees expressing their anticipation of a pro-LGBTQ+ event, while at the same time, she felt deep regret for performing under the Saudi regime.
Consequently, she announced her decision to donate her entire fee from the festival to a human rights organization.
The Comedy Festival, running from September 26 to October 9 in Riyadh, featured renowned comedians like Dave Chapelle and Kevin Hart. However, not all comedians were comfortable with the event. Mark Maron, David Kross, and Okaiemaru publicly voiced their opposition to performing, criticizing the oppressive nature of the Saudi regime. Okaiemaru even declined an offer to participate.
One controversial clause in the festival’s contract stated that artists were prohibited from producing any material considered offensive to the Saudi legal system, the royal family, or any religious beliefs.
Kilson expressed her admiration for her peers who opposed the festival and acknowledged the valid concerns raised by their criticisms.
“I hope this moment can start a dialogue about leveraging our platforms to support marginalized voices and prevent further division,” she continued.
She acknowledged having faced scrutiny in the past for various choices but emphasized the need to speak out this time.
Kilson conveyed her heartfelt apologies to fans who felt hurt or let down by her decision. “I value my relationship with my audience due to the vulnerability in my comedy, and I recognize the trust they place in me as part of the queer community,” she added, emphasizing her commitment to their feelings.
In her closing thoughts, she took full responsibility for her decision, stating, “I am deeply sorry for making a choice I didn’t fully consider, and I am dedicated to making amends so that my actions reflect the respect and care you deserve.”
Fans took to Kilson’s social media to voice their displeasure about her performance in Saudi Arabia. One comment expressed disappointment, stating, “You’re really sold out… I’m very sad about this.” Another questioned her decision, asking if she cared little about the implications of accepting money from a regime known for its oppressive practices.
In Saudi Arabia, homosexuality is illegal, a fact that has led other artists, like Rod Stewart, to decline offers to perform there based on the treatment of women and LGBTQ+ individuals.
